I've looked all over the net and it's a mixed answer. before I went and took a bath I noticed as I was going to the bathroom that I was spotting brown blood. freaked me out a bit but then I started getting cramps... and it's getting worse and worse and worse. Now I'm crying afraid that I'm loosing the baby, like a part of me just knows that it's going to be lost and there is nothing I can do. I curled up in bed with mike sleeping in his cold medicine drugged state, he noticed me crying in his sleep and had me curl up with him while I cried... then I went looking on the net for some help.
Everyone says to go to the doctor... but the thing is... I can't! No health insurance, hell we need to take out a 150$ pay day advance just to pay our bills! (Because my Unemployment is paying me a week late.) I can't tell just now but I think I'm bleeding into my panties now... the pain is just getting so bad and so painful... owe.... maybe I should just run back out to the toilet...
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