saddening

It's truly sad when you meet people who can't see past their own needs and wants. When there are nice people out there who help them and are nice to them they can't find it in themselves to return the favor. Instead they are only ever kind when they need something... Well sometimes even then they wont be exactly kind. Take Alicia for instance.

This morning on the way to taking her to work I had mentioned to her that the baby was okay and that I'd been off by a week. 7 weeks not 6. She told me something that gave me the impression that Mikes dad and everyone else in the house felt the same way as her as she told me there was no space in the house for Mike and I AND a baby and that we should get the fuck out. Not in those words exactly but... basically that's what she said. That was pretty painful... didn't say much for most of the ride to work... and all I could think was... wow... and ow... the people in the house hated me so much that even when it came to having a new baby family member they didn't care. In fact they wanted nothing to do with it.

Alicia certainly didn't give a damn. She'd already been lying about me behind my back to Kenny and Tina and kept making her lies bigger and bigger. Trying to cause problems. Well today when Mike and I were talking with his dad, he asked me she had passed on his message to me. HIS message had been that cats were a leading cause of problems for newborns. and here I had a gut wrenching feeling that he was telling mike that he wanted us out of there since a baby was on the way. When mike came back over to me (Yah he left the room to talk to his dad. I was in my PJ's at the time) I told him what Alicia had told me... I told him it wasn't THOSE words exactly, to get the fuck out. But that was basically the meaning behind it.(What I felt she was saying was: You and your baby are nothing but a hassle so go the fuck away. )

Mike was so angry at what Alicia had said he went and talked to his dad about what she'd said to me. He told his dad that we were done giving her rides or being if she couldn't be decent towards us saying these lies behind our backs and then saying things like this to our faces. He said she was no longer his sister. I felt pretty bad that I was part of the reason for this but.. to be honest she has been a pretty big bitch lately.

bleh... well at least the good news now. The secret is out. I made an announcement on Facebook so now just about everyone knows. If they care that is. Meh. and in a week I will be flying up to Washington, a nice B day present to myself to see my family again. ^_^ happy