God... Please... Give me strength... The strength to either stay or leave my husband. The wisdom to make the right decision and the willpower to follow through. Please god what ever decision is chosen please lead me along the right path. Help me to know what to do or find the right people to ask for help.
Please keep my spirits high and don't let me fall into utter despair. Please give me the strength to wake up each day and to fight the urge to stay there and never leave. Please help me be a better parent to my son and show him that no matter what happens, I still love him.
Thank you for the friends I still have. And the ones I am making. Thank you for my family who will help me no matter what choice I make... God please, give me the humility to be able to ask for that help and to not feel ashamed.
Please lord... Heal my heart of the wounds and scares etched within it. Help me to forgive and forget so that I might be forgiven by other. Help me to forgive myself. Give me the strength to not dwell on the past, the what ifs of how things might have been.
Help me to become a stonger person... A better person... Someone I would not be ashamed to be. Help me to make the right decisions and to not fall into temptation. No matter how lonely I might be...
But most of all God... Help me.
Amen
